| Chapter 19
The dreaded Silo 3
Here in the
middle of nowhere was a concrete sewer that rose up from the ground about
two feet. The manhole cover could be found roughly twelve feet away and had
been propped up against a nearby tree. As crazy as this may seem, it looked
like someone had at one time tried to roll it home! "That bugs me out," said
Peter!
He was referring to the way the tree had grown over the sewer cap, making it seem like
the tree's belly was melting over it!
"I guarantee you that in twenty
years from now, that cap is going to be completely gone!" The bark should
stop when it hits the ground, I said in
the form of a question. Not really sure if it's supposed to stop or begin
moving right along like tree roots that ooze over sidewalks or flow out of
ever tight spaces! "I think it has to." Can you imagine if it grew an inch
per second? "Now that would be really
bad! Tomorrow you'd wake up encased in darkness; it covered the house."

Oh man, you'd be great in a horror movie! "Yeah," he says laughing, "I'd probably be the first one to die."
Time as terrible as it may be, I said in reverie, can sure show us some pretty amazing things. "Ain't that the truth," said peter lost in thought too.
Peter
hesitated as always, looking down into the silent cavern and not saying a single
word. I waited to see if he would take the initiative by climbing into the
hole, but of course he didn't and so I was first again. I climbed into the
chamber and made my descent down a flaky rusted ladder that had, in fact,
become part of the concrete structure itself. The assembly of rusting molded
steel, streamlining down into a vast meridian of black nothingness was quite
intimidating to say the least! On the one hand, they were a massive one inch
thick. On the other, they were so uncomfortably small that I felt like a
giant climbing a frail beanstalk! As I descended down into the open conduit,
I could not help but feel that one of those ladder rungs would come free from
its concrete casing sending me hurling to my death! Even though I knew it
was impossible.

Or was it?
As the outside light began to disappear, I thought about reaching for the
flashlight. . . On second thought, I better wait until I reach the ground. The
last thing I need today is to end up with a severe compound fracture. As I
continued to make my way down the ladder into a foreboding darkness where it
felt like I was undoubtedly going to be ripped to shreds by something beyond
description, my heart literally felt like it was beating out of my
chest!
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Once my shoes touched down
upon solid ground, I carefully released my grip which now bore grid imprints on both
surfaces of each palm. I was certain the orange
rust had stained my hands like henna. The last time I came home from this
place I cleaned my hands repeatedly, but it stayed with me like a liquid
tan. I had to be roughly forty feet down and totally submerged in desolate
darkness for the outside light was cut off at about the halfway mark. Quickly,
and without reservation I grappled for the flashlight but found it was not
there. Dear God in Heaven, I said aloud as the monster came closer!
Like my father would say to me on the job when I
wasn't doing something properly, "if you work like an asshole, you get the
results of an asshole." As I came to the realization that I had only moments
to live, I became filled with a panic so intense I could no longer breathe
right. I knew that if I attempted to climb out of there in haste, whatever was
standing behind me would react instantly, but if I could manage to remain
perfectly still then it might just be the darkness. As something brushed
against my foot, I let out an ear piercing scream!
"You all right in
there," yelled Peter down the hole? No, I am not all right! I need the
flashlight! I'm not alone down here!!!
Ever since I read that short story
by August Derlith entitled, The Lonesome Place, I seemed to have acquired an
unnatural fear of the dark and dark places. Maybe because I was only five
years old when I read
it. Or maybe being that young, the mind is so impressionable it made the story come alive and is now attacking me!

Pete stuck his head in the echo chamber and asked
wryly, "would you like to catch the flashlight?" No way man, I replied,
It'll hit me in the fucking face! A short burst of laughter could be heard
echoing down from the top of the concrete cylinder. "I'm only kidding," said
Peter in a devilish tone as he switched the flashlight from his right front
pocket to his back pocket, before proceeding down the length of the ominous
silo. Around ten feet or so in, Peter once again begins to exhibit signs of
panic.
"Are you sure this is safe?" It's fine, you did it twelve times
already! "I know, I just can't shake the feeling that my life is now in
imminent danger." You're gonna be in imminent danger of not smoking anymore
reefer today if you don't get your ass down here! "I'm coming, relax! Aaaah,
Goddamn it!!!" What's the matter? I asked, hoping it was not going to delay
him too long. "The matter is I just got a piece of shrapnel in my friggin'
hand, that's what's the matter! This is the last time I'm doing this stupid
shit!"
I wish I had taken the lighter on my dresser, just to see if there was anything here. If so, I probably would have had a heart attack and immediately died.

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Carefully, he moved down a few more bars when I
figured I'd have some fun. Be careful of that middle step, it's very loose!
Aaaaah, he screamed!!! After my laughter subsided, I said that's for the flashlight
remark. With wryness and perspicacity, he spoke in the voice of Moe
Howard. "Remind me to hit you in the head with it when I get down from this
thing!" Peter's struggle ended as soon as his left foot came in contact with dry
land.
"I think my hand is bleeding." What did you expect would happen?
You were holding onto that ladder like you were dangling off the Triborough
bridge for Christ's sake! "I can't help it. I'm afraid of falling, what can
I say?" He then proceeded to wipe the sweat from his brow with a clean white
handkerchief that he always kept stuffed in his right front pocket. Here, he
said handing me a tightly wrapped Jolly Rancher candy. That was one of
Peter's many trademarks, to carry them.
From here we would continue our journey through this
lengthy hidden tunnel that spanned the wooded subterranean underground.
Isn't it cool, how our voice just carries on and on? Pete had that
disillusioned face which told me he couldn't stay down here long. Something
about tight quarters and confined spaces that irked him. A form of
claustrophobia perhaps? Whatever it was, he would not say. For him the
tunnel was just an easy way of going from one place to another. For me, it
was a cool place to escape from the parching heat. To dwell in peaceful
solitude apart from the outside world. Without the tunnel, you could not go any
further and walking through all those thorns could prove to be a very
painful form of suicide. A dry water mark showed us where the rain had once
reached it highest point in the old aqueduct. It's funny how there's no
smell down here, said Peter with moxie.
I stopped and handed him the flashlight while
speaking in the voice of Curly Howard. Here ya go Moe! "Why are you giving
me the flashlight?" You said when you was comin' down da ladder dat ya
wan'ned the flashlight, an you was gonna hit me on the head wit it!

"Yeah
well with my luck it'll break, and we'll be trapped down here." Peter handed the
flashlight back to me, and I noticed he had a very nervous face. You look
exacerbated, I said mockingly. "I'll be fine," he said in an aggravated
tone. We paused in the middle of this immense tunnel where I proceeded to
sit down comfortably and cross my legs like an old Indian Chief. "We're not
smoking down here I hope." Well, that was more or less the intention. "Oh
God," he muttered in disapproval, while trying to calm the restlessness that
was building up inside of
him.

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Slowly, I began to stand up. As I shined the flashlight under my chin, I spoke to my friend as would a spectre in an old English horror movie, while attempting to sound like Bobby Pickett.
It's deafeningly quiet down here, Boris. . . Why don't you strike up some noise, while I bring Ethel to her feet?
"Enough with the Goddamn improvs," he said in a disquieting, almost beleaguered
tone. Calm down man! "I refuse to calm down. It feels like we're walking
around in an underground mausoleum down here. Can we just advance onward
please?" You make it sound like we're in the Spanish American war, I said
laughing! "Of all the battles ever fought, what would possess you to pick
that obscure war? Jesus Christ Almighty."
I could see
he was now sweating profusely and exhibiting signs of intense fatigue. His eyes
were shifty and his body movements were becoming erratic. Clearly, he seemed
to be overly anxious and was becoming more and more worried by the minute.
Pete, what is the problem man? "The
problem is that the sun is outside, and
we're in here. Why do you want to get high in here for? It makes no sense at
all." I am not saying that we have to get high in here, I'm just saying (He
immediately cuts in) "Naw man, I didn't say we had to get high in here! I mean, I didn't
say that you said that we..." He stopped again and calmly tried
to remove the handkerchief from his right front pocket, while bringing his
lips together like he had just taken a huge bite of an unripe persimmon!
He cleaned his face like he was using a
washcloth over the bathroom sink. "Can we go now, before I have a
nervous breakdown?" Yes commander, we are advancing onward.

From here
we continued our journey down yonder while following a small beacon of light
that came forth from a very cheap flashlight. At the end of this long
concrete tube we stood, looking up. The ladder on this side was only half
the height of the first one and Peter made his escape with no signs of
difficulty. There was no fear of darkness on this side whatsoever, for the
sunlight filtered 'round the opening and covered me in it gentle rays.

What a
lovely day, I thought as I cupped my hands together like a school megaphone
from the roaring twenties and bellowed into the great tube at the top of my
lungs!!! How is the weather out there old chum? My voice carried its echoes
down the long stretch of artery, on and on into the realm of the abandoned.
"You would never know how beautiful it is up here, if you were hanging out
midway in that tunnel," shouted Pete into the wind and away from the silo's
opening, sounding overly sanguine.
"Hurry up man," he yelled down from above! I then scurried up the
steel ladder before taking one giant step for
mankind.
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Reviews for chapter 19
Antonio Rivera - Fascinating. I am impressed with how you deliver each line!
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